LOVE ♥♥ ♥

 untuk pengetahuan korang ,aku dilanda demam skang nie. benci doe ! tapi tape ,dmam skali nan budak toe :) demam demam aku uwn ,aku still will update blog aku untuk korang especially for mbr mbr aku yg dah bising suh tulis new story terutamanya syaza n azrey. untuk korang ouke ! hekhek. citer pe ntahh na tulis ,hah! bia aku story ttg kawan kawan aku. try korang turunkan blog aku nie sure mcm mcm jenis muka orang de an? haha. too de yang aku letak secara sukarela n de yg aku letak terpaksa :) haha. gurauuu bhaii ==,

 special ttg korang 

 Azrey : young boy that always wear his cap but honestly he handsome when not wearing cap. cyez ouke !

budak nie aku kenal lam fb. dy ckp dy mmg tahu dy ncem ==' yekkk!

Fafau : little girl yg superb! budak nie aku kenal lam fb gak n now dy scandal nan aku :) nseb bek tade urg jelez. haha

Reaz : budak laki yg chumil nie bukan aku kenal lam fb ouke ! dy nie mcm chips more ,jp de jp tade ==,

Mas : budak manis yg bertudung nie aku kenal tyme ku kije tat Gsc dulu. mase toe dy kije tat al'ikhsan. aku uwn tkthu camner leh sangkut nan dy. kw gne bomoh mane haaa? hekhek.

Pamy : the little boy that always be on me. thanks sbb pegi sarawak tak ajak! T.T

Sharifah : kawan terbaik yang pernah aku ade. slalu ade tyme aku susah n senang. even dy jauh :)

Norisha : budak chumil yang chubby yang always gossip nan aku. dulu tat sek ,budak nie gler contax lens.haha bud u look cute with purple contx lens.

Syaza : budak nie nampak je mcm pendiam. kalau kenal dy ,korang tahu lahhh. sayang ,thanks sbb mulut mu :)

KORANG ! byk nie je yg aku mampu cter rini. demam aku makin worst~ hope i getting well ♥ 

to fafau ,syaza ,mas ,peuz ,amar ,adha ,alip ,atiqa ,azrey ,pamy ,sujan ,sha n norisha

''saya sayang awak .awak teman terbaik yang pernah saya ade .awak ada biler saya susah dan senang .even awak kawan baru saya ,saya perlukan awak .teman saya sampai biler biler . jangan tinggal saya .saya tak sanggup nak ilang awak .ingat yang saya slalu sayang awak "

i'm not a little angel that always prefect to you

i'm not a snow white that always pretty for u

bud i just a friend that always be your friend until i'm not longer to step in this world

A LOTTTT OF LOVE ,scha

pengalaman ! ♥

dulu aku pernah keje kat Golden Screen Cinemas a.k.a GSC. aku work as concession's gurl at concession department. alaaaa ,yang jual popcorn toe! hekhek. before GSC ,aku worked kat butik baju at shopping mall. ntah pe name ntahh ,lupe dah doe! keje ctoe letihhhh ,12jam kud! lutut kaki aku nek retak dah :) from 10.30am-10.30pm. bud thanks for syaza! sbp dy aku dapat kije yg memenatkan toe ,btw tetap masyukkk even aku keje 5hari je kat ctoe. weee~

aku kije kat GSC bcoz kawan aku yg ajak keje skali. alip and boan. dyorang toe mane bule idop tanpa aku :) haha. isi isi borang kije ,then dyorang suh tgu kol untuk interview. still remember ,tga makan sedap sedap kat pelita nan parents aku ,sharp 10.30pm kongkreng kongkreng hp aku bunyi! tguk num cam ta kenal ,munx ta kenal pun! :) answer. yeeeeee ,gsc suh gy interview tgari esok. bud terpk lak tgari esuk kije lagi kudd! aku tye tat gsc ,kalau i interview pukul 10.30mlm esok blh ta? gsc ckp ,mane de urg iinterview mlm mlm adik oi. pk punye pk ,ea ta ea gk erkk. :) haha. bengap !

ESOKNYE. aku kena interview wif Sir Hafizi a.k.a Sir Jie (one of M.O.D GSC). haha speaking hbis aku tyme interview. speaking speaking. pokpek pokpek. gelak gelak. jwab tu jawab nie. yehaa! aku dapat gk kije toe! 1st day kije sumenye okey. mula mula mmg lah macam malu malu. segan segan. 1st day toe aku kena jge kaunter bud dyorang bagi aku jdi backup cashier je. cashier toe name dy sham. dy lah yang ajar aku pasal kaunter ney ,kalau tak haram aku tak tahu! thx sham :) lame lame layan customer ,best lak jage kaunter! weeee~

makin lame keje makin buad pale ,haha. between syif malam n syif pagi ,aku moreee prefer syif malam! happening sangat sangat. slalunye syif malam aku sorang je gurl n the others is boy bud dyorang terbaikkk ♥ . thanks Abg Erdy (budak hotspot)  coz fetch me n send me back everyday. starting keje kat ctoe, aku jadi rapat nan aza ,peuz ,zura ,sham ,jageth ,shankern ,bhalan ,tasya ,ayie ,faris ,izat n lain lain (soryyy ta egt dahhh) aku enjoy nan koranggg ♥♥♥

mase keje biaselahhh ,mcm mcm kerenah customer aku kena layan. bud enjoyable! kalau crowded ,aiyokkkkk. jenuh aku beribu ribu kali cakap greeting. HELLO SIR/MAM. WELCOME TO GSC. :) bayangkan lah. customer cina kalau order ,oii mak datukkk. suke order banyak banyak. bukan nak bagitahu satu satu. deret order order order.

1st situation~

customer : *lenggang lenggok datang kaunter aku*

me : hello sir. welcome to gsc *manisnye senyuman aku bagiii*-customer service.wekk wekk

customer : *tguk menu yg terpampang tat depan dyorang ,limit aku 5saat je customer toe ta bagi order ,mehh aku je yg suggest. lembap!*

me : okey sir ,datang brape urang?

customer : 2 orang maa.

me : okey sir. kite ada combo 3. one large popcorn n 2 regular soft drink. its that ouke?

customer : cincai lahh.

me : soft drink what u want sir?

customer : 100plus n ice lemon tea.

me : sorry sir ,ice lemon tea not a soft drink.

customer : bg i coke

me : *buad toe buad nie*
customer : lagi haaa ,i nak 3 mashed potato ,new york itu stoe ,corn in cup dua.
me : *dalam hati ,buta ke aku tgah buad keje nie. satu satu lah!~ buad budo je. then ,tye balik* :)haha
customer : itu cheese yg bulat bulat toe apa ha?
me : cheezels?
customer : itu cheese ka?
me : yes sir . u want?
customer : okey.
me : thats all sir?
customer : ha?? yah yah.
me : okey ,total RM......
thank you sir . enjoy your movie.

kalau customer mlayu lak . aiyaaaa! haha. kadang kadang sampai 5minit tguk menu. aku pula dalam hati dah sumpah seranah. ye laaaa ,customer crowd kud. bertimbang rase lah sikittt~ kalau datang dengan couple lak ,tanye bf ,bf suh tye gf ,tye gf ,gf suh tye bf. sampai bile na habis? :) nasib bek aku nie bekerja.haha

time raye cina lak aku kena pakai kebaye merah . bjoe kebaye wif suar itam. lesap 90nget beli bjoe toe! kalau korang na thu ,toe 1st time aku pakai kebaye. 1st day raye cine ,jalan na masuk sunway mall gy gsc. ishhhh ,pehal dyorang nie tguk aku? pelik aku pakai kebaye lam shopping mall ke? weyhhhh ,aku kije lah! nampak tak name tag gsc tat bjoe aku?! law bule buad pengumuman lam mall ,da lame aku buad! huhhh~

malam toe gk ,tyme break ,jalan nye jalan nak pergi makan kat hidayahhh. hah ! de dua urang mamat nie ushaaa ~ tb tb dyorang tye ,kije pramugari ke? bhaiii ,buta ka name tag tat baju aku? dah sah sah terpampang! aiyak! lantak korang lahhh, no komen!

it sound best rite? yepp! munx best. bud aku kije ctoe from january-march. then until now ,aku stay tat umah je. malasss dahh.

p/s : sometimes its great working bud sometimes its make us hurt with what comes around.

take ur time too make it memorable

scha n jageth ♥

scha n peuz ♥

FLY :)

FLY FLY FLY..FLY WITH ME

korang nak tahu ta nie la pe yg tgah duk aku pk skang nie. MAS AIRLINES STEWARDESS. great. awesome. enjoyable.

bese lahhh ,tgah duk jadi penunggu rumah aku nie macam macam aku pk. 1st ,study. then, tb2 terfikir nak jadi stewardess. mantap beb ! td aku usha punye usha web mas airlines ,yehaaaaa! da jpe vacancy for stewardess. syarat syarat kelayakn :-

credit in english subject

pass in maths ,bhase melayu n 3 others subject

154cm minimum height for female

pleasant personality

wears kebaye when interview

DATE interview : 21 MAY 2011 ,Cititel penang

interesting kan?? dulu mase aku form4 ,aku de dgar talks from FIRE FLY about diz job. awesome! pe yang aku ingat ,when we 1st fly is just around malaysia. then ,around asia n later ,is europe ! wahhhh ,winx winx ~

1hour fly is RM100. kalau penerbangan kite 12hour ,tak ke dah RM1200. then ,for yang kije wif MAS AIRLINES ,they will fetch us from our houz when kite de penerbangan. reach the place ,they will provide one room hotel for one stewardess or steward. lagi lagi lagiiii ,kite ley jalan jalan. melancong free !  

de muke layak jadi stewardess tak?

I LOVE YOU

let he go ♥

not too much for my blog diz tyme. juz a little story from my little red heart. i'm not in gud situation. T.T

when i write diz blog ,i keep thinking about him. how can i forget him? how can i destroy him from my heart?

AQRYIL :-

my shadow wherever i go

my lover that always it would be

my sugar that always give me a memorable memory

my heartbeat for me to life always

my breath for me to missing him

n a little guy that I LOVE TOO MUCH

yepp ,everything is over now. aku still gelak. aku still tersenyum. n aku still cintakan dy seadanya. it see to be easy for this bud the truth ,its hurt..too much hurt. hurt to hurting someone that i love. hurt to hurting someone that i missing. hurt to hurting someone that i care. hurt to hurting someone that always pampered me. i know he hurt. i know he feel i'm bad. bud it should be like diz? or it not should be like diz?

how can i say i'm not loving you when u ask me bud my heart full of love to u?

how can i say i want to leaving u when my heart never ever want diz to happen?

i cant stop to missing u yet ,to loving u.

bud i MUST let he go. i'm not ready for this ,yahh..

I LOVE YOU AS ALWAYS IT SHOULD BE,

scha



should it over? ==,

i dunt know what to say ,

 yupp ,the begin is such BEAUTIFULL like what we see

n now ,,its gettin harder. suck. n make me cryin

i'm tired too much ,help me dear..

yahh. i'm cryin.

i feel suck.

hurt.

n evrytg is make me suck.

uwm ,everyone thu ttg aku dan dy. kebanyakan facebooker n mbr mbr aku. everytg look great. sweet. loving. or whatever lahhh. bud the fact ,its gettin suck! kenape perlu bukti biler kite sayang someone? is that so important to proving kite syg someone tu?

"BUKTI KITE SAYANG SOMEONE?"

i FUCK that statement !

p/s  :i believe that love always need to be loving n there for us bud not to prove it wherelse u didnt believe the love

tiap tiap hari ktwg war ,like tom n jerry. soo kebudak budakkan rite?? bud u all tentu say lumrah bercinta,biasalahhh. ==, bud situation nie buad aku tired sangat sangat ,aku tired nak pujuk. aku tired nak nangis. aku tired nak perbetulkan pe yg tak salah. bud aku syukur sangat ,thanks to ALLAH coz open my eyes n make me stronger to let he go n over. with some reason ,i know its come wif my fault bud i admit ,i cant go on wif like diz. i need a time. i need a space. n of cos ,i need him. bud he want it ,i will go.

i'm not a good lover bud i'm honestly loving him.

i'm not a perfect girl so he doesn't deserve me.



RINDU SEKOLAH !

da tguk pic tat ats toe?? yup yuppp! tu sekolah lama aku. SMK TUN HUSSEIN ONN. tb2 je aku rase na tulis ttg sekolah aku. hahaaa misz u already skul ! -,- toe la dulu tergedik2 cgt na berambus dari sek toe awal2 <T.T>

mcm mcm happen mse aku tga jd STUDENT ♥ :)

bud MOST happening mase aku form 5 ,hahaaa. mase aku form 5 ,,aku stay in 5science2 a.k.a kelas hantu(gelaran toe cikgu cikgu yg kasi!) ntahhhh, myb byk hantu kudd except me! xoxo :-

syaza batrisyia is my crazy desk neighbour mase toe. aku nie ibarat penyelamat dy le dlm kelas toe. cikgu ajar ,dy ttoe. blurrr. thennn ,biz ckgu ajarr ,na thu pe dy akan cakap?

syaza : weyhh ,aku ta paham le pe dy nie ajar?

me : *buad budo*

syaza : *diam seketika*

me : toe la unx ,tyme dy duk ajar unx duk ttoe ,*berleter ta henti henti* 

syaza : mana aku de ttoe. da munx aku ta paham..*cikgu sibuk duk salin nota tat whiteboard*

me : ckp unx bukan ley cye

syaza : weyhh ,aku ase na muntah lahh

me : hurm ,unx mule dah penyakit unx toe. awat unx ta ckp unx na pengsan? *aku da stat gelak ta henti henti*

syaza : tape lah. unx salin le pe dy nie tlis. aku na ttoe. satgy dy tye npe ,ckp aku penin. buku unx mcm bese ,aku pinjam.

me : taya ckp uwn aku dah thu. biler unx na salin?

syaza : nt blik aku salin.

me : huh! unx na salin? buku buku aku yg lepas uwn unx ta bagi2 lagi ,last last unx salin tat sek gk!

syaza : *buad budo ,ttoe*

when aku f5 ,aku de one ckgu . ckgu nie ktrg ta bpe suke cgt coz mulut dy kuat leter. aiyokkkkkkk. bud what ever happen cikgu kan cikgu so kene tabikkk hormat! bla bla bla~ '', previous previous memory aku alex ,de one story ttg dy ♥ 

aku n alip tga duduk borak borak dalam kelas. sembang sembang. gelak gelak cam hantu. kutuk kutuk. gosip gosip. jeng jeng jengggg

cikgu : alip ! saya laaa, ta boleh tguk pmpn n laki duduk dekat2 cmney. sakit mata niee

aku ,alip : *blurrr .terkejut*

cikgu : lain kali jgn duk dekat dekat camney dah. aishhh ,saya la tak nak anak murid saya macam nie. haram nie, harammm

aku ,alip : *odw na gelak*

cikgu : *blah*

alip : alip! saya laaa ,ta boleh tguk pmpn n laki duk mcm ney. haram nie! harammm *rewind blek*

aku : *gelak ta henti hentti cm puntianak*

whatever yg jdi ttg KAMI di sekolah ,aku always egt. when at skul, aku dapat harta yg paling berharga sepanjang hidup aku that is teman teman aku. especially yg paling aku sayang is sujan! not hujan k! dy nie kawan lame aku since aku sekolah rendah until aku growin up to 8teen but now ,she's in kL. T.T

n in list is sharifah ,norisha ,alip ,syaza ,achap ,amar ,adha n boan. nie kawan kawan terbaikkk punyaa.

remember guys ,no one can beat our relationship. wherever i goo, there's only u all in my heart ♥

I LOVE YOU ♥

MULUT LANGSI !

kwg pena ta terfikir member member baik kowg MAKAN kowg ? of coz ta kan? sebab kwg pk member ta an aniaya kite ,kan kan? dulu ,aku pk cmtoe gk bud the past teach me how much it hurt when kawan baik kite makan kite ! i'll not say the name ,sebab aku bukan type dengki.

aku munx kawan baek nan dyowg nie ,slalu hang out . gelak gelak . gosip gosip . until cmpy de urg urg toe dengki nan ktorg. bud bgi kami ,what we care pe urg na ckp jnji ktorg ta kcw life dyorg! bud the END ,bukan urg urg toe yg buad aku bud kawan kawan aku yg aku anggap SAHABAT .

yup ,bnd nie aku na story bukan sebab na tunjuk yg aku betol bud kwg pk la pe yg aku na cakap nie. de 'member' aku buad mulut ttg aku. hah! kwg na thu pe dy cakap tat mbr2 aku yg lain? nope! aku ta an story pe dy ckp ,bud if dy baca dy terasa pedas k! sebab mulut dy yg langsi toe aku hilang kawan kawan aku. cmpy kawan rapat aku pgl aku "anjing". boleh kwg bygkan mcm ner kawan kawan aku benci aku? sure ta ,coz aku yg rase sume nie.

sometime aku rase mcm stupid buad baek nan urg bud at last ,aku gk yg kena aniaya. jgn igt aku diam ,aku ngis dpn kwg ,aku ta de dendam. pe yg dy buad kat aku, aku egt cmpy bler bler. bud aku bersyukur sbp de gk kawan aku yg still pcye aku. yup! dywg toe teman sejati aku. aku thu dywg kenal aku. n aku bahagia dgn life aku sekarang.

p/s :- dont just pretend u so kind n sweet in front of anyone else if ur heart juz like rubbish dear.

thanks atas pe yg kw da buad kat aku campay kw runtuh an friendship aku wif dywg. aku ta kca pe yg kw da buad kat aku bud aku juz hope tuhan bole bls pe yg kw da buad kat aku. n atas usaha kw yg maju jaya toe ,aku sdar sekarang yg aku thu cpe kawan n cpe lawan aku. aku bahagie dgn pe yg kw da buad.

BUCHUK ♥ ♥

tadi aku meet wif my BEBBY BOO ,AQryil faeez. dy ajak kua dinner bud aku tana coz da promiz na dinner wif mbr aku. lastly ,ta jdi gk kua dinner wif mbr aku. Ouke ouke ,sambung alex cter sal aqryil. tepat 7.55p.m. ,my fun ringing! yahh ,my hubby da arrived tat uma aku. dy dtg nan face chumil dy n i'm smiling lookg at him. aku duduk tat atas btu tepi LONGKANG near wif uma aku. ta larat doe na date smbil berdiri! haha. he come to me n sit beside me. 1st word he said 'tak pernah b date tepi longkang. 1st time nie,' aku buad muke slambe je bud yet ,he still duduk juga sebelah aku! hee~ borak borak. gelak gelak. kutuk kutuk. one moment he said 'sudi tak sayang jadi teman hidup b?' 'i want to propose u dear' n i said 'tak pernah de urg propose tepi longkang' ayat aku cm kacau daun kan?? haha n he asked me again 'sudi ta dear jadi teman hidup b? even u not my 1st love ,syg cinta terakhir b..' SWEAR! ta pena aku jpe lelaki yg semanis n segentleman dy. i keep smiling n without any doubt 'YES DEAR !'. in my heart ,thanks ALLAH coz send me diz little guy to love me as much he do. 
dear ,i cant force the love to come bud with u ,it comes without i'm trying. yes ,I LOVE YOU

VVIP ♥

see above pic?? diz my new buddy ! aku kenal dy lam fb ,da almost one week ktwg COUPLE ,hee~ i'm hepi knowin her ,she's my little new doll in my heart. tiap2 hari aku mcej nan dy ! haha AQRYIL ,dun be jelez k?? JANGAN CURIK DY K . pepz ,saya sayang awak

HEYY ,kenal dy ta?? Nie NUrul Atiqa' ,,my hotpie since f4. dulu dy stay in penang bud now she staying in jB . MiSz you too much gurl !