i want to be a person he's scared to lose; the one where he can't walk away from knowing she's mad at him, the one who can't fall asleep without her voice being the last one he hears. the one he can't live without ♥
:: still remember this dear?
i wish you could smile when read that even in ur tears :)
kadang kadang takdir yang ketemukan kite wif someone that we love. n sometyme ,fate take us to be apart from someone that we love too much. i still remember the nyte ,the 1st nyte i knowin him in fb. in my heart said "at last ,i meet him...". i doesn't hope he will like me. n for sure not to loving me. but at the same tyme ,i wish he will missing me like i always do. everytyme i on my lappy ,i wish he's unline. n everytyme i off my lappy ,i wish he will starting to missing me. that's my wish. :'(
and..until one nyte he said ,
you
you
i nak b'terus terg nan you
i suke u
i sygkan u
i cinta u
i eklas nie
yes , i do
:: i keep smiling n smilingg
no matter how far i go ,i know ,i can't stop this love for him. one tyme in my life.... yesterday, he make me blushing. he make me shy. yahhhh ,i had told him that i like him :) thanks coz buad i ngaku tat u :D
n aku pecaye ,bukan aku sorang je yg sayang diye. but dy tak nak pecaye pe yg aku ckp. until last night ,what i said is true. ape yg aku slalu ckp tat dy ,it's true. adek sygkan dy lebih daripada seorang abang. i admit i'm cryin. i admit i'm hurt. i admit i'm gettin speachless :'( if i know ,adek sygkan diye ,sumpah! aku takan sukakan diye. never eva i want to make she hurt. she is my lil sys that i love too much. i'm cryin last night when i know she's cryin.
i'm weak
i'm speachless
i'm feel like suck
plisss ,let me forget this things!
:: MUMY ,i Need your shoulder
::FRIEND ,i need ur strength for me
something special from me to both of you hubungan kite bertiga ditemukan oleh yg-ESA. scha happy dapat jumpa u n adek kaka yg kaka syg sgt. memang mudah kite nak tinggalkan seseorang but it's not easy to forget someone that we love. adek ,kalau kaka tahu adek sygkan abg ,kaka takan sukekan abg. sebap bagi kaka ,sekali pun kaka taknak tengok adik menangis or kecewa. seorang kaka sanggup buat ape saje asalkan adek diye bahagie.
scha tak nak benda nie jadi n tak pena terpk benda nie jadi. i know u gettin stress dear. i don't want to make it more worse to you. bagi i ,bia lahh u yg tentukan. i just nak jadi a good friend for you. sebap u kawan yg i sayang. eventhough i'm hurting ,i'll be fine soon.
:: thanks dear :)
aku harap aku boleh tenang setenang pantai
no more heart that will hurt by me after this
let me cry n cry as long as i can feel release :'(
with love ,scha
